Apparently...

...if you wait 8 months to make an entry, it's gonna be different.

I wasn't gonna come back to this site --wasn't even sure if it still existed for that matter-- but there's been things that I've needed to get off my chest. I noticed recently how sharing some frustrations with a good friend was seeming to way her down more and more, and I hated that. I decided that maybe there should be a line. And maybe I should go back to my old friend xanga. When I keep things to myself, I end up erupting at some point and getting myself into trouble. I figured that just venting in some fashion or venue, even this, could be cathartic.

So, here I am again. Back. Xanga, did you miss me??

Maybe I'll play around with colors, fonts, and the like in the future. For now I just want to say that people are dumb. I said it. Oh, and before you get pissed off, know that that statement includes me as well.

I'm toying with some thoughts and ideas about some things (could i be any more cryptic? --read like chandler from friends :o) and even though this blog is for me personally it's some thoughts that I gotta work out in my head first before committing to typing.

It's amazing though how things can change in 8 months time. I live in Wisconsin now. Big big change. Mid-west is a lot different than East coast. Sounds strange, but it's true and you don't know unless you've lived in both. Lots of other changes, too. But for now, I gotta figure out what to make for dinner. Always a good plan after 8:00pm. :oP

Friendship should never be that much work... just to get screwed in the end. I know that Christians aren't immune to sin, but sometimes I wish it worked that way haha

Unfortunately, I see it way too much in the ministry.

I forgot about this site, but decided to post just in case anyone actually still checks...

Basically... we believe in FRESH STARTS haha

We're moving for the sake of moving. Heading out to Madison, Wisconsin. I know, random choice. Happiness is surrounding yourself with those you love. We'll be near our absolute closest friends. Working on getting my family and Ben's family to move out, too, but I don't think they're biting.

Anyway... I was still unsure about the decision, but like most things in New England, crap happened and I definitely know it's the right thing to do. For now, at least, but I know it's a yes. PRAY Because it's still a HUGE change, and if you know me, you know how I deal with that.

Other news, people keep asking when the babies are gonna come, and for that I say When I'm good and ready! No offense, but I'm not ready. So what if I thought I was when it almost happened for us. And everyone says, oh, you're never truly ready so that shouldn't be your reason. Well? It is. Deal.

Currently Listening Speak for Yourself By Imogen Heap see related

Haven't done this in awhile

Xanga's changed a bit since using it last. There's been several other changes since I was on here last, too, but I won't get into too much of that.

Um, we love the new place. More room, better layout, feels like home finally. Got a kitten. HER name is Bailey (everyone says that's a boys name but forget them). I've been writing a lot more in a journal different song ideas and have had some good times with that. Up until I got hurt at work, of course. I've been on worker's comp since the end of September due to both wrists. Ups and downs, whatever. Big news is that I'm back in school again at SNHU. Southern New Hampshire University. So far it's been pleasant and I've been able to keep the 4.0, so I'm happy. All in all, God's been good. I'm so glad HE'S the one in control!